Haiz.. I just noticed why i used to blog. Probably it's because i read other people's blog and wanna kinda express my views, opinions or perhaps i just want people to know how much of a failure i am. i'm directing my negativity into this blog.
I've recently read a few blogs, well actually two blogs and i already have very negative thoughts. Firstly, i asked myself, how come other people can write so much and have such interesting lives and yet if my life were to be a movie, ratings would probably be -100000/5. This is EXACTLY what i do EVERYDAY: go to school, stone, come back eat, rush homework, watch anime, sleep. OTHER then these i only have tennis and piano period. In fact, the most "interesting"thing i do everyday is listen to other people talk, i know i'm too quiet, but then i really don't wanna cut into other people talking, i might appear too rude.
Secondly, friends, can someone give me a definition? I'm quite sure my close friends are not as close as i think they are. During choir you see people talking together me? i sit next to two sec 4s who talk to each other. about books, about sec4 people about 'O's. It's dang frustrating, i TRY to cut but to no avail. sometimes i get to sit next to shimin then we can talk to each other, but because of tone-colour i get to sit to 2 sec4s is my voice really that low???it's surprising how i could manage soprano 1 in primary school.
Enough of my negativity,hope you people have interesting and fulfilling lives!
Signing out,
watashi
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/28/2007 08:02:00 PM





I'm planning to stop blogging until i feel like it again...
Until then here's one more post to just help me express how i feel towards stuff nowadays...

I’ve been very confused nowadays, schoolwork wise and friendship wise.

Schoolwork wise’s because my grades are slipping drastically. Math’s still the best that’s my ONLY consolation but all other subs are dropping. Lit from A1 to B4, Science from A1 to A2 and Chinese to B4. These are gonna affect me greatly for overalls. I hope that OM is counted. We’ll definitely score very high. Haiz… everybody tells me that I’m good but if I don’t live up to my own standards what good am I? I failed the campus superstar competition FIRST round auditions and have recently heard that some people in choir don’t deserve to make it. Then what does that make me? What am I then? Have all the compliments about singing been just a big fat lie? My math is slipping as well. My speed is halved though my accuracy is still fine. I really feel very losery these days.

Friendship wise’s because I don’t really get to talk to the SY people anymore. They seem to be so caught up with school work. Because of school work and stuff we have to meet during recess and after school, not allowing us to have time to talk. Occasionally we do talk, but most of the time, we don’t get to, only before choir but that fact alone makes me feel like just another choir friend to them, those that you’ll just talk to when you actually meet them. TMM on the other hand is really falling apart, what happened to “no we will no be separated, our friendship will still remain strong”? I used to be happy just watching them go for recess together having laughs, talking about sensitive topics but now because of class work because of occasional stuff that cannot be changed, most of the things are falling apart. I’m glad that we have OM to keep it that way rather than the situation going worse. Though it may seem like a super big chore sometimes but we do spend time together keeping us together, but now it seems to tear us apart. I just don’t understand why things HAVE to change I can’t cope with these things. People around me now are so different from me, shopping everyday, talking about boys, acting bimbo, I feel like an alien in this class. Though when it comes to class spirit I feel very proud of my class but sometimes I really wonder, do I really belong here? Or am I just some nerd coming to the coolest class in the world? I hope things will change for the better, whenever I look towards the negative things will turn out for the worst, explains my negativity. Even though we are in different classes can we remain friends? Can things NOT come to an end? Can we stay together for many years to come? I think we’re all swaying to the ‘no’ side for all questions…

Signing Out,
ME
posted by andrea2134 @ 4/06/2007 11:34:00 PM





Hello! Thanks for tagging i know my blog's dead, now me trying to revive it...
Ok today's a very tough day, i had choir SYF audis and swimming test. So after school, i had to run for auditions and be the FIRST one to audition!!! It was so scary, we had to stand in front of the three teachers and a piano and then we had to sing in front of them, in a corner, ALONE... it was super scary and i think i heard that people started crying.
Some of my friend's auditions didn't go very well and they were very sad about it, now i know how people feel when they can't help me when i'm SUPER depressed. I felt kinda useless and I really wish i could do something but there was absolutely nothing i could do! But then i really worry about getting in or not though, even though i don't show it but really, no one can stay calm in this kind of situations. And when i get super hyper, i lose control of my emotions... This morning i was so nervous that even my partner seemed more optimistic than me... Haiz... i really hope that i get in, or i'd totally feel like a loser.
Swimming test wasn't that bad...
OH! I'M TURNING 14 THIS SUNDAY!!!YAY!!!!
Ok that's about it, oh and since this is the first post i have this year, i'd just like to say that though i didn't go to 2SY this year, i'm really happy. Cause' CO rocks!!!! WHOO!!!! I hope we wim the chinese new year deco thing... My classmates are always high but that didn't really bother me though. Except for the fact that, they bully Mr Lau, cause' his new and what if he go and tell the discipline mistress how? Haiz... nvm all in all 2CO ROCKS!!!
GO 2CO!!! WHOO!!!!

Signing out...
ME
posted by andrea2134 @ 2/09/2007 08:06:00 PM





Check This Out!!
The Phillipines has their own idol and this is the song our choir sang for end of year!
Oh and despite it being tough to listen because of my background music please do listen to them then you'll be able to see how singapore idols standard is...
Signing Out
me...



posted by andrea2134 @ 12/20/2006 11:11:00 PM





Hello! Crunchyroll is down so i decided to take some blogthing quizzies! check'em out ok?

Signing out,
watashi
posted by andrea2134 @ 12/16/2006 05:15:00 PM





Hio! Please take note that the photo thingy at the bottom of the page is what i have found from google! Just in case i get sued for this i'm making it clear... I used photobucket!! I am NOT claiming it as my own pics and photos so... no reason to sue me!!
OH and this skin is obviously taken from blogskin.com...
Signing out,
me
posted by andrea2134 @ 12/13/2006 09:41:00 PM





Ok nowadays i've been watching ALOT of animes. Let's see i've watched "Full Moon Wo Sagashite", "Fruits Basket", "DNAngel", "Full Metal Alchemist", "Cardcaptor Sakura", "Tsubasa Chronicle", "Ouran High Host Club", "Clamp School Detectives", "Conan, boy detective", i was in the middle of "Ayashi No Ceres" but they took it off youtube so i gave up on it, "Vision of Escaflowne" i think that's about it and my favorite so have will have to be TSUBASA CHRONICLE!!! it rocks and it's so sad you've gotta watch it and i don't think you people care anyway so i guess i'll just stop.
Other than anime i've started to read books it's so amazing i can't believe it myself!! I'm actually reading!!! But i got tired of it after a while and cintinued with anime :) lol nvm anyways..
Signing out for now going back to "Tokyo Mew Mew" aka "TMM" lol an anime that was introduced to me by my cousin...
posted by andrea2134 @ 12/07/2006 04:17:00 PM

Haiz.. I just noticed why i used to blog. Probably it's because i read other people's blog and wanna kinda express my views, opinions or perhaps i just want people to know how much of a failure i am. i'm directing my negativity into this blog.
I've recently read a few blogs, well actually two blogs and i already have very negative thoughts. Firstly, i asked myself, how come other people can write so much and have such interesting lives and yet if my life were to be a movie, ratings would probably be -100000/5. This is EXACTLY what i do EVERYDAY: go to school, stone, come back eat, rush homework, watch anime, sleep. OTHER then these i only have tennis and piano period. In fact, the most "interesting"thing i do everyday is listen to other people talk, i know i'm too quiet, but then i really don't wanna cut into other people talking, i might appear too rude.
Secondly, friends, can someone give me a definition? I'm quite sure my close friends are not as close as i think they are. During choir you see people talking together me? i sit next to two sec 4s who talk to each other. about books, about sec4 people about 'O's. It's dang frustrating, i TRY to cut but to no avail. sometimes i get to sit next to shimin then we can talk to each other, but because of tone-colour i get to sit to 2 sec4s is my voice really that low???it's surprising how i could manage soprano 1 in primary school.
Enough of my negativity,hope you people have interesting and fulfilling lives!
Signing out,
watashi
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/28/2007 08:02:00 PM





I'm planning to stop blogging until i feel like it again...
Until then here's one more post to just help me express how i feel towards stuff nowadays...

I’ve been very confused nowadays, schoolwork wise and friendship wise.

Schoolwork wise’s because my grades are slipping drastically. Math’s still the best that’s my ONLY consolation but all other subs are dropping. Lit from A1 to B4, Science from A1 to A2 and Chinese to B4. These are gonna affect me greatly for overalls. I hope that OM is counted. We’ll definitely score very high. Haiz… everybody tells me that I’m good but if I don’t live up to my own standards what good am I? I failed the campus superstar competition FIRST round auditions and have recently heard that some people in choir don’t deserve to make it. Then what does that make me? What am I then? Have all the compliments about singing been just a big fat lie? My math is slipping as well. My speed is halved though my accuracy is still fine. I really feel very losery these days.

Friendship wise’s because I don’t really get to talk to the SY people anymore. They seem to be so caught up with school work. Because of school work and stuff we have to meet during recess and after school, not allowing us to have time to talk. Occasionally we do talk, but most of the time, we don’t get to, only before choir but that fact alone makes me feel like just another choir friend to them, those that you’ll just talk to when you actually meet them. TMM on the other hand is really falling apart, what happened to “no we will no be separated, our friendship will still remain strong”? I used to be happy just watching them go for recess together having laughs, talking about sensitive topics but now because of class work because of occasional stuff that cannot be changed, most of the things are falling apart. I’m glad that we have OM to keep it that way rather than the situation going worse. Though it may seem like a super big chore sometimes but we do spend time together keeping us together, but now it seems to tear us apart. I just don’t understand why things HAVE to change I can’t cope with these things. People around me now are so different from me, shopping everyday, talking about boys, acting bimbo, I feel like an alien in this class. Though when it comes to class spirit I feel very proud of my class but sometimes I really wonder, do I really belong here? Or am I just some nerd coming to the coolest class in the world? I hope things will change for the better, whenever I look towards the negative things will turn out for the worst, explains my negativity. Even though we are in different classes can we remain friends? Can things NOT come to an end? Can we stay together for many years to come? I think we’re all swaying to the ‘no’ side for all questions…

Signing Out,
ME
posted by andrea2134 @ 4/06/2007 11:34:00 PM





Hello! Thanks for tagging i know my blog's dead, now me trying to revive it...
Ok today's a very tough day, i had choir SYF audis and swimming test. So after school, i had to run for auditions and be the FIRST one to audition!!! It was so scary, we had to stand in front of the three teachers and a piano and then we had to sing in front of them, in a corner, ALONE... it was super scary and i think i heard that people started crying.
Some of my friend's auditions didn't go very well and they were very sad about it, now i know how people feel when they can't help me when i'm SUPER depressed. I felt kinda useless and I really wish i could do something but there was absolutely nothing i could do! But then i really worry about getting in or not though, even though i don't show it but really, no one can stay calm in this kind of situations. And when i get super hyper, i lose control of my emotions... This morning i was so nervous that even my partner seemed more optimistic than me... Haiz... i really hope that i get in, or i'd totally feel like a loser.
Swimming test wasn't that bad...
OH! I'M TURNING 14 THIS SUNDAY!!!YAY!!!!
Ok that's about it, oh and since this is the first post i have this year, i'd just like to say that though i didn't go to 2SY this year, i'm really happy. Cause' CO rocks!!!! WHOO!!!! I hope we wim the chinese new year deco thing... My classmates are always high but that didn't really bother me though. Except for the fact that, they bully Mr Lau, cause' his new and what if he go and tell the discipline mistress how? Haiz... nvm all in all 2CO ROCKS!!!
GO 2CO!!! WHOO!!!!

Signing out...
ME
posted by andrea2134 @ 2/09/2007 08:06:00 PM





Check This Out!!
The Phillipines has their own idol and this is the song our choir sang for end of year!
Oh and despite it being tough to listen because of my background music please do listen to them then you'll be able to see how singapore idols standard is...
Signing Out
me...



posted by andrea2134 @ 12/20/2006 11:11:00 PM





Hello! Crunchyroll is down so i decided to take some blogthing quizzies! check'em out ok?

Signing out,
watashi
posted by andrea2134 @ 12/16/2006 05:15:00 PM





Hio! Please take note that the photo thingy at the bottom of the page is what i have found from google! Just in case i get sued for this i'm making it clear... I used photobucket!! I am NOT claiming it as my own pics and photos so... no reason to sue me!!
OH and this skin is obviously taken from blogskin.com...
Signing out,
me
posted by andrea2134 @ 12/13/2006 09:41:00 PM





Ok nowadays i've been watching ALOT of animes. Let's see i've watched "Full Moon Wo Sagashite", "Fruits Basket", "DNAngel", "Full Metal Alchemist", "Cardcaptor Sakura", "Tsubasa Chronicle", "Ouran High Host Club", "Clamp School Detectives", "Conan, boy detective", i was in the middle of "Ayashi No Ceres" but they took it off youtube so i gave up on it, "Vision of Escaflowne" i think that's about it and my favorite so have will have to be TSUBASA CHRONICLE!!! it rocks and it's so sad you've gotta watch it and i don't think you people care anyway so i guess i'll just stop.
Other than anime i've started to read books it's so amazing i can't believe it myself!! I'm actually reading!!! But i got tired of it after a while and cintinued with anime :) lol nvm anyways..
Signing out for now going back to "Tokyo Mew Mew" aka "TMM" lol an anime that was introduced to me by my cousin...
posted by andrea2134 @ 12/07/2006 04:17:00 PM

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