Today was Math Olympiad Junior and Senior section and I was killed by the questions!! They were so tough and when we came out of the Lecture theatre at NUS, the senior looked at the paper and said that it was simple!! I was struggling with the paper and she scanned through and said it was EASY!!!!!???? Which human on this earth can handle such a tough paper???Ok when i got the questions and i roughly looked through and found it ok, but when i started scanning through OMG!!! I couldn't even answer one question. I HIGHLY doubt i'll get anything above participation, if i do it's pure luck! Ok so after that i took the MRT train home and on my way i visited the Pasir Ris library (aka. the room of torture, those who don't know what i'm talking about refer to 'Spooky') to check out some CIP matters and i was stuttering as i spoke to the librarian! Nvm about that, i've noticed that nowadays we tend to lose touch with our primary school friends. We have schedules that are so packed that we can't squeeze them in. What happened to "I will keep in touch with you" or "Don't worry, i'll call you every other week"? People make promises but since rules are already made to be broken why not promises? When someone gives you his/her word you expect them to keep it but they don't hence the phrase giving you his/her word. Why are the divorce rates high? Cause phrases like "I will love you forever" or "I will never leave you ever again" don't mean anything. People just say it they don't mean it. The stories you watch on TV about what friendship that becomes love is all rubbish it doesn't really happen. In chinese drama "chang chang jiu jiu" and "tian chang di jiu", now you see why they are called chinese DRAMAs cause those thing sdon't happen! Ok i think i made my point so i guess i'll sign out now...
Signing Out,
Moi!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/30/2006 08:26:00 PM





Oooo today's the second day of the June Hols! Very first time me blogging during june hols! Ok so as usual i'm blog-surfing, which i do practically every time i go online, and i see that my blog has helped me alot, be it vent anger, express my excitement or just plain whining and complaining. My blog has helped me so much! I love my blog, it's so cute with piggies and depressing posts, you gotta love it too!! Hahahahaha! In about a few days i'm going for Math Olympiad and i don't think i'll get anything though, alot of people are not going for it. Can't blame them who wants to be stuck in a classrom and do a test that is so difficult. Oh and in case you're wondering what's new in my life here they are:
1) I got hooked onto chinese songs!
2) Missing KCP quite alot...
3) Wish that time would reverse
4) Singing choir songs (not very new but wanna put emphasis)
5) Noticed that people no longer care anymore about ALL things (especially other people's feelings)
6) Been thinking still too much about EVERYTHING
Ok so that's basically it and this post is not supposed to be sad or depressing... Other people decorate their blogs with all sorts of stuff but i like it the way it is quite simple and PIGGY!! So... in conclusion I LOVE MY BLOG AND CHOIR ROCKS!!!HAHAHAHAHA!!
Signing out
me!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/28/2006 10:44:00 AM





Today we had the robotics introductory course and it was so fun!! We managed to make that thing move and Val was so ecstatic over that fact... I mean it's one thing to make it move but it should be able to race mah... We won 2 out of 3 races and i was so happy!!! AH!!! It's quite interesting because of the fact that we won and i understood most of the stuff. I wanted to start the day quite positively but everyone around me seems to want it another way. Dunno why whenever they're happy and joyous, I feel like dying , and when I feel happy and joyous they feel dead... What kind world is this? Haiz... I think the possibility of me going to another class is higher now but hey not for me to decide so who cares... If i do leave the class no one's going to be sad for me anyway so yah who cares... If only the world were to be filled with more emotional people... Haiz..... Oh and i was so happy the previous day cause' i got a new watch and no one noticed it today.... So sad.... Haiz....
Signing Out,
haiz....
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/23/2006 09:25:00 PM





Hi! Today was a rather nice day because well i just felt good and I actually felt the bond between Sammy, Lin Chuch and jennifer. Sad to say I still can't feel the bond between the pair and the trio in my group but I will one day... Ok so today i was moving around with the trio and it was quite nice. i think that if the pair were to stick to us more, i could have felt their bond... Today we went to various places of which i have already visited and researched about so i was having some revision. it was quite enjoyable but boring... And then when we went back to school, we didn't have Mrs Kee's lessons, Thank Goodness! Oh and we sat down at our places, most of us at least and Desiree started gossiping. Well before that I laughed a little unnecessarily with Grace and we had a nice conversation. But i needed to go away for a while and when i return, Eugenia and Desiree was talking about something and i was doing Sudoku with Grace's 'IN' newspaper. So then I started singing chinese songs and then suddenly Eugenia turned around and asked if I wanted to join Campus Superstar. I was stunned and then I realised that she was obviously joking. I mean have you seen Teresa sing. She's so good and yet she lost to that sissy guy from Hwa Chong lah... Anyways it was ridiculous and so it got stuck in my head the whole day... I f anyone supports them please tell me and I can laugh along with you....
Signing Out,
ME!!!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/22/2006 09:07:00 PM





God i can't get this song out of my system. Ever since Primary 3 i've been singing, humming, saying the lyrics Oh somebody help me please!!! AH!!!! Reflection is so nice. It totally suits my personality and how i feel... This song has helped me get into choir and if i were to lose my memory one day, i think this song will still be stuck in my head. It's more of a lock that keeps my past safe from the happy ones and doesn't let me forget it. I don't want to forget it, because i learn from one of the animes i've watched that the sad memories should be kept because you know that one day you'll be able to handle them bravely... It doesn't help now cause' i haev no one to talk to about it but still it's something that will stay with me throughout life. I'm looking forward to that day that i find some one i can trust... a friend... a confidante...
Signing out
ME!!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/21/2006 09:01:00 PM





I've noticed that people often think that they know something but they actually don't know al thing. Some people just don't have a clue... And I keep misunderstanding other people's feelings, what they were trying to tell the world or what are they thinking. Sometimes i wonder what ARE they thinking and why they act in a certain way. Why are problem aren't what they seem to be? There's been some change lately and i'm quite satisfied with it. Well firstly due to the number of courses we have lately, we haven't been assigned any homework! WHOOO!! Secondly, i've been trying to reach out to other people but fate is trying to that job so I happy just to see the results. Thirdly, AISHAH'S COMING BACK!!! OMG she's coming BACK!!!!!! AHH!!!!!!!! Ok, fourthly, i've finally come to notice how supportive my friends are in various aspects they might not be but most! They have been one of my pillars that i can do without but still... Fifthly, i've been blog surfing again and it turns out that some people are fickle-minded and usually if your close friends your blog will be talking about the same thing... Oh today we had the open house and very little people came... When the choir performed, we barely had 20 people. And when the drama people performed they had more. So Not Fair. We were quite disorganised and it was quite difficult to as the Altos could not hear the piano clearly. Haix, still problems i gotta solve and things i gotta do. I helped out quite a bit at the science lab today, made volcanoes erupt and carried goo from the front of the lab to the garbage bag... Guess what i'm trying to say in this whole post is that, the future is unpredictable and if your sad, it probably means that the future is going to be a happy one. So bare with the sadness and unhappiness as problems are sand-paper and we are a piece of rock. We are rubbed by sand-paper but we emerge as diamonds...
Signing out
Me, Myself & I...
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/20/2006 09:28:00 PM





You know there are times when you notice that your the only one doing the right thing in the world? Ok maybe that's just me but still is there something wrong with me or the world? Am I the only loner in the world? Or are there people like me? I love listening to other people's problems they give me a sense of accomplishment because by listening it sometimes help us realise that we're more fortunate than other people or we can help another person and accomplish a good deed. But that just isn't enough any more. You have to solve your OWN problems those that you think their there and those that you know their there... For those people i've heard about your feelings and/or helped, well thanks for sharing and giving me experience for a psychatrist ( don't know how to spell, never will ). For those whom i've never heard well i hope to touch that inner child within. I'm just too KPO. Listening is fun and people should try that if more people listened, the world would be a much better place. Today we had this developing emotional intelligence class and i found it somewhat only barely touching on EQ not going into detail, but i hope i'll be able to attend more of these type of courses someday... Feel free to talk to me, I may not be able to help but at least i'll try!!
Signing out,
ME AGAIN!!!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/17/2006 09:19:00 PM





Everywhere I turn many faces I see, some glare some stare are they looking at me. I'm not the (girl) I used to be, somebody help me PLEASE!!!!! Ah!!!! I need help in many, many, MANY areas. Here is a list of what I need help in:
Problem number 1, i'm madly in love with choir and obsessed (dunno how to spell) with the concert. I'm so happy that we're going to do the songs from the concert for the open house!! For those who missed the concert and would like to watch us get down and boogie please come for our short 20mins performance in the Khoo Audi at 11.25 and 1.30 I think. Today, we went through the songs for choral and ABBA and AHH!! I miss practising for the concert so much!! I can just break down and die. We also played alot of games as the exchange students were there, they took some photos while we were singing and also sang for us. Even though we did not know what they were singing but it was all in all pretty nice. We played Blow Wind Blow, Some sticker exchange game and the peanut song game thing. It was so fun especially the last game we had a lot of fun sort of attacking and protecting ourselves. In the end it was a tie as we respected the teachers and stopped the game for them.
Problem number 2, i'm officially addicted to JAPANESE ANIME!!! OMG i've been watching so much anime and reading quite alot. I'm even hooked onto the songs in "Full Moon Wo Sagashite"!! Although I do admit that my obsession is no where as bad as Joy's but i'm seriously hooked. HELP!!!
Problem number 3, my subjects totally suck. I keep failing myself and my parents. I do pass but i'm not satisfied and it's not fair cause' people in my class all have a higher IQ than I do. I feel so retarded around my friends they just look so smart. I mean everyone excels but I just keep failing myself.
Problem number 4, I heard a secret a day ago and i just can't contain my excitement. i wanna share it with people but I can't. I've made a promise and it's driving me crazy. Some day, i'm going to shout it out to the world!! AH!!!!!
Ok enough of my problems, if you have any problems, you can always ask me for help. Even though i might make the situation worse but i'll try my best. Oh and i've also updated my profile page so you can go check it out.This is my longest post ever so i'll stop here, off to watch anime!
Signing Out,
Me!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/16/2006 06:09:00 PM





Choices, choieces do we give our wishes away. All the angels in the sky, come to Earth and tell us why, why choices are so hard to make, this maybe my big mistake choices... What are we to do? I just finished watching an anime "Full Moon Wo Sagashite" it's so touching... it taught me alot of valuable lessons about how i should see life. I've come to notice that singing is the reason i live and adding to that my friends and all who care about me, especially my family. In your darkest hour you might feel like dying but hold on and pull through cause' you're not only living for yourself, you're living for other people as well for example in the anime the male charater whom the female lead is in love with died, she lost all meaning in life. She wanted to stop singing as all this while her singing was purely for him. But in that episode, she found out that you don't need a reason for singing, singing comes from the heart and it's for you to show how you really feel inside, the trapped feelings just bursting out. Call me crazy but after you watch the anime you might just have the same sentiments. For those who have watched it good for you. In the anime you can see that fate can be changed and no matter what you go through, there will forever be someone there to help you, to guide you. It's the most depressing anime ever you just gotta watch it!! Oh and watch fruits basket too it's so happy and cheery!! If you don't wanna watch the anime you can always read the manga but it won't be as nice for Full Moon though... Feelings are very clearly depicted in the anime and you really should watch it! Oh and sorry to Marylyn cause' she called me today and i was crying due me not being able to control my feelings after the anime. I lose control of emotions very easily take for example during class time when i actually cried when miss Teng told us the story of the girl who couldn't get proper education and died in the end. God didn't put us on Earth for no reason, everyone has a reason to live be it to make others happy or to bring others sufferings and hence benefitting from it we all HAVE A REASON TO LIVE. For those who want to commit suicide think twice, who'll be the one suffering then...
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/10/2006 03:03:00 PM





OMG now a days i've been watching alot of japanese anime and trying to learn a little bit of of jap. I got hooked onto this new jap anime "Full Moon Wo Sagashite". It's about singing but i didn't find it on purpose in fact, it found me! I was closing this website where i found all the fruits basket episodes from and i stumbled upon this anime. It's such a coincidence!!! But i found the problems in this anime very frustrating :1) If you like some one tell them! if you don't tell them you're going to suffer really really alot... 2) Don't take rejection too hard but don't take rejection too lightly either if that person doesn't like you GIVE UP stop trying after 53 times of confessing your love for him/her... But there ARE alot of good points about this anime, the saddest part of this anime is that the main character is blessed with an amzing voice but cursed with throat cancer and to add salt into the wound her promise and desire to share her feelings with the world, to become a famous singer. To be reunited with her crush in America. So nice right? Haiz...She's only 12 years old!!!!!! that's right 12 years old!!!!!!! There are more twists in this story wanna know what they are, watch the anime!!!
Signing Out
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/07/2006 12:24:00 PM





Ok today's quite a nice day but i just found out that for the chinese talent time (which i was forced into thanks to...) we'll have to sing CAO CAO!! I love the song and all it's just that i'm quite sure that we won't be able to pull it off cause after all JJ is a guy and he's voice is one of those that are impossible to imitate. So today we had some pratice on captains ball even though i threw and catched quite alot but still i sucked!! I keep hitting the ball out, for example someone threw the ball to the goal keeper but i actually hit the ball out!!!! Sorry team i let you down!!!! But despite all of that Claire still gave me a pack of hello panda for trying my best!!! ( she's so nice!)Oh and about chronological orders please note that whatever that you do now no matter how big or little it'll change what's going to happen in the future.... Yesterday was the best day ever, firstly, it was the last lesson of home econs for the year and secondly, there were two team that actually WANTED me in their groups, they actually fought (not really fight cause violence is never the answer)!! I feel not at all depressed for the entire day that's an amazing improvement!!! Oh and nowadays i've been watching and READING fruits basket. Yeah that's right READING!!! whooo at least comics don't suck out the life of people like books do so i'm quite ok with it. Things have been quite nice and i still can't believe that Mr Teo said Val was pretty it must have made her heart thump like a stampede...Well i better start shutting up before people get bored...
Signing out..
It doesn't matter if you look on the bright side or not...
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/04/2006 03:59:00 PM

Today was Math Olympiad Junior and Senior section and I was killed by the questions!! They were so tough and when we came out of the Lecture theatre at NUS, the senior looked at the paper and said that it was simple!! I was struggling with the paper and she scanned through and said it was EASY!!!!!???? Which human on this earth can handle such a tough paper???Ok when i got the questions and i roughly looked through and found it ok, but when i started scanning through OMG!!! I couldn't even answer one question. I HIGHLY doubt i'll get anything above participation, if i do it's pure luck! Ok so after that i took the MRT train home and on my way i visited the Pasir Ris library (aka. the room of torture, those who don't know what i'm talking about refer to 'Spooky') to check out some CIP matters and i was stuttering as i spoke to the librarian! Nvm about that, i've noticed that nowadays we tend to lose touch with our primary school friends. We have schedules that are so packed that we can't squeeze them in. What happened to "I will keep in touch with you" or "Don't worry, i'll call you every other week"? People make promises but since rules are already made to be broken why not promises? When someone gives you his/her word you expect them to keep it but they don't hence the phrase giving you his/her word. Why are the divorce rates high? Cause phrases like "I will love you forever" or "I will never leave you ever again" don't mean anything. People just say it they don't mean it. The stories you watch on TV about what friendship that becomes love is all rubbish it doesn't really happen. In chinese drama "chang chang jiu jiu" and "tian chang di jiu", now you see why they are called chinese DRAMAs cause those thing sdon't happen! Ok i think i made my point so i guess i'll sign out now...
Signing Out,
Moi!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/30/2006 08:26:00 PM





Oooo today's the second day of the June Hols! Very first time me blogging during june hols! Ok so as usual i'm blog-surfing, which i do practically every time i go online, and i see that my blog has helped me alot, be it vent anger, express my excitement or just plain whining and complaining. My blog has helped me so much! I love my blog, it's so cute with piggies and depressing posts, you gotta love it too!! Hahahahaha! In about a few days i'm going for Math Olympiad and i don't think i'll get anything though, alot of people are not going for it. Can't blame them who wants to be stuck in a classrom and do a test that is so difficult. Oh and in case you're wondering what's new in my life here they are:
1) I got hooked onto chinese songs!
2) Missing KCP quite alot...
3) Wish that time would reverse
4) Singing choir songs (not very new but wanna put emphasis)
5) Noticed that people no longer care anymore about ALL things (especially other people's feelings)
6) Been thinking still too much about EVERYTHING
Ok so that's basically it and this post is not supposed to be sad or depressing... Other people decorate their blogs with all sorts of stuff but i like it the way it is quite simple and PIGGY!! So... in conclusion I LOVE MY BLOG AND CHOIR ROCKS!!!HAHAHAHAHA!!
Signing out
me!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/28/2006 10:44:00 AM





Today we had the robotics introductory course and it was so fun!! We managed to make that thing move and Val was so ecstatic over that fact... I mean it's one thing to make it move but it should be able to race mah... We won 2 out of 3 races and i was so happy!!! AH!!! It's quite interesting because of the fact that we won and i understood most of the stuff. I wanted to start the day quite positively but everyone around me seems to want it another way. Dunno why whenever they're happy and joyous, I feel like dying , and when I feel happy and joyous they feel dead... What kind world is this? Haiz... I think the possibility of me going to another class is higher now but hey not for me to decide so who cares... If i do leave the class no one's going to be sad for me anyway so yah who cares... If only the world were to be filled with more emotional people... Haiz..... Oh and i was so happy the previous day cause' i got a new watch and no one noticed it today.... So sad.... Haiz....
Signing Out,
haiz....
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/23/2006 09:25:00 PM





Hi! Today was a rather nice day because well i just felt good and I actually felt the bond between Sammy, Lin Chuch and jennifer. Sad to say I still can't feel the bond between the pair and the trio in my group but I will one day... Ok so today i was moving around with the trio and it was quite nice. i think that if the pair were to stick to us more, i could have felt their bond... Today we went to various places of which i have already visited and researched about so i was having some revision. it was quite enjoyable but boring... And then when we went back to school, we didn't have Mrs Kee's lessons, Thank Goodness! Oh and we sat down at our places, most of us at least and Desiree started gossiping. Well before that I laughed a little unnecessarily with Grace and we had a nice conversation. But i needed to go away for a while and when i return, Eugenia and Desiree was talking about something and i was doing Sudoku with Grace's 'IN' newspaper. So then I started singing chinese songs and then suddenly Eugenia turned around and asked if I wanted to join Campus Superstar. I was stunned and then I realised that she was obviously joking. I mean have you seen Teresa sing. She's so good and yet she lost to that sissy guy from Hwa Chong lah... Anyways it was ridiculous and so it got stuck in my head the whole day... I f anyone supports them please tell me and I can laugh along with you....
Signing Out,
ME!!!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/22/2006 09:07:00 PM





God i can't get this song out of my system. Ever since Primary 3 i've been singing, humming, saying the lyrics Oh somebody help me please!!! AH!!!! Reflection is so nice. It totally suits my personality and how i feel... This song has helped me get into choir and if i were to lose my memory one day, i think this song will still be stuck in my head. It's more of a lock that keeps my past safe from the happy ones and doesn't let me forget it. I don't want to forget it, because i learn from one of the animes i've watched that the sad memories should be kept because you know that one day you'll be able to handle them bravely... It doesn't help now cause' i haev no one to talk to about it but still it's something that will stay with me throughout life. I'm looking forward to that day that i find some one i can trust... a friend... a confidante...
Signing out
ME!!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/21/2006 09:01:00 PM





I've noticed that people often think that they know something but they actually don't know al thing. Some people just don't have a clue... And I keep misunderstanding other people's feelings, what they were trying to tell the world or what are they thinking. Sometimes i wonder what ARE they thinking and why they act in a certain way. Why are problem aren't what they seem to be? There's been some change lately and i'm quite satisfied with it. Well firstly due to the number of courses we have lately, we haven't been assigned any homework! WHOOO!! Secondly, i've been trying to reach out to other people but fate is trying to that job so I happy just to see the results. Thirdly, AISHAH'S COMING BACK!!! OMG she's coming BACK!!!!!! AHH!!!!!!!! Ok, fourthly, i've finally come to notice how supportive my friends are in various aspects they might not be but most! They have been one of my pillars that i can do without but still... Fifthly, i've been blog surfing again and it turns out that some people are fickle-minded and usually if your close friends your blog will be talking about the same thing... Oh today we had the open house and very little people came... When the choir performed, we barely had 20 people. And when the drama people performed they had more. So Not Fair. We were quite disorganised and it was quite difficult to as the Altos could not hear the piano clearly. Haix, still problems i gotta solve and things i gotta do. I helped out quite a bit at the science lab today, made volcanoes erupt and carried goo from the front of the lab to the garbage bag... Guess what i'm trying to say in this whole post is that, the future is unpredictable and if your sad, it probably means that the future is going to be a happy one. So bare with the sadness and unhappiness as problems are sand-paper and we are a piece of rock. We are rubbed by sand-paper but we emerge as diamonds...
Signing out
Me, Myself & I...
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/20/2006 09:28:00 PM





You know there are times when you notice that your the only one doing the right thing in the world? Ok maybe that's just me but still is there something wrong with me or the world? Am I the only loner in the world? Or are there people like me? I love listening to other people's problems they give me a sense of accomplishment because by listening it sometimes help us realise that we're more fortunate than other people or we can help another person and accomplish a good deed. But that just isn't enough any more. You have to solve your OWN problems those that you think their there and those that you know their there... For those people i've heard about your feelings and/or helped, well thanks for sharing and giving me experience for a psychatrist ( don't know how to spell, never will ). For those whom i've never heard well i hope to touch that inner child within. I'm just too KPO. Listening is fun and people should try that if more people listened, the world would be a much better place. Today we had this developing emotional intelligence class and i found it somewhat only barely touching on EQ not going into detail, but i hope i'll be able to attend more of these type of courses someday... Feel free to talk to me, I may not be able to help but at least i'll try!!
Signing out,
ME AGAIN!!!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/17/2006 09:19:00 PM





Everywhere I turn many faces I see, some glare some stare are they looking at me. I'm not the (girl) I used to be, somebody help me PLEASE!!!!! Ah!!!! I need help in many, many, MANY areas. Here is a list of what I need help in:
Problem number 1, i'm madly in love with choir and obsessed (dunno how to spell) with the concert. I'm so happy that we're going to do the songs from the concert for the open house!! For those who missed the concert and would like to watch us get down and boogie please come for our short 20mins performance in the Khoo Audi at 11.25 and 1.30 I think. Today, we went through the songs for choral and ABBA and AHH!! I miss practising for the concert so much!! I can just break down and die. We also played alot of games as the exchange students were there, they took some photos while we were singing and also sang for us. Even though we did not know what they were singing but it was all in all pretty nice. We played Blow Wind Blow, Some sticker exchange game and the peanut song game thing. It was so fun especially the last game we had a lot of fun sort of attacking and protecting ourselves. In the end it was a tie as we respected the teachers and stopped the game for them.
Problem number 2, i'm officially addicted to JAPANESE ANIME!!! OMG i've been watching so much anime and reading quite alot. I'm even hooked onto the songs in "Full Moon Wo Sagashite"!! Although I do admit that my obsession is no where as bad as Joy's but i'm seriously hooked. HELP!!!
Problem number 3, my subjects totally suck. I keep failing myself and my parents. I do pass but i'm not satisfied and it's not fair cause' people in my class all have a higher IQ than I do. I feel so retarded around my friends they just look so smart. I mean everyone excels but I just keep failing myself.
Problem number 4, I heard a secret a day ago and i just can't contain my excitement. i wanna share it with people but I can't. I've made a promise and it's driving me crazy. Some day, i'm going to shout it out to the world!! AH!!!!!
Ok enough of my problems, if you have any problems, you can always ask me for help. Even though i might make the situation worse but i'll try my best. Oh and i've also updated my profile page so you can go check it out.This is my longest post ever so i'll stop here, off to watch anime!
Signing Out,
Me!
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/16/2006 06:09:00 PM





Choices, choieces do we give our wishes away. All the angels in the sky, come to Earth and tell us why, why choices are so hard to make, this maybe my big mistake choices... What are we to do? I just finished watching an anime "Full Moon Wo Sagashite" it's so touching... it taught me alot of valuable lessons about how i should see life. I've come to notice that singing is the reason i live and adding to that my friends and all who care about me, especially my family. In your darkest hour you might feel like dying but hold on and pull through cause' you're not only living for yourself, you're living for other people as well for example in the anime the male charater whom the female lead is in love with died, she lost all meaning in life. She wanted to stop singing as all this while her singing was purely for him. But in that episode, she found out that you don't need a reason for singing, singing comes from the heart and it's for you to show how you really feel inside, the trapped feelings just bursting out. Call me crazy but after you watch the anime you might just have the same sentiments. For those who have watched it good for you. In the anime you can see that fate can be changed and no matter what you go through, there will forever be someone there to help you, to guide you. It's the most depressing anime ever you just gotta watch it!! Oh and watch fruits basket too it's so happy and cheery!! If you don't wanna watch the anime you can always read the manga but it won't be as nice for Full Moon though... Feelings are very clearly depicted in the anime and you really should watch it! Oh and sorry to Marylyn cause' she called me today and i was crying due me not being able to control my feelings after the anime. I lose control of emotions very easily take for example during class time when i actually cried when miss Teng told us the story of the girl who couldn't get proper education and died in the end. God didn't put us on Earth for no reason, everyone has a reason to live be it to make others happy or to bring others sufferings and hence benefitting from it we all HAVE A REASON TO LIVE. For those who want to commit suicide think twice, who'll be the one suffering then...
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/10/2006 03:03:00 PM





OMG now a days i've been watching alot of japanese anime and trying to learn a little bit of of jap. I got hooked onto this new jap anime "Full Moon Wo Sagashite". It's about singing but i didn't find it on purpose in fact, it found me! I was closing this website where i found all the fruits basket episodes from and i stumbled upon this anime. It's such a coincidence!!! But i found the problems in this anime very frustrating :1) If you like some one tell them! if you don't tell them you're going to suffer really really alot... 2) Don't take rejection too hard but don't take rejection too lightly either if that person doesn't like you GIVE UP stop trying after 53 times of confessing your love for him/her... But there ARE alot of good points about this anime, the saddest part of this anime is that the main character is blessed with an amzing voice but cursed with throat cancer and to add salt into the wound her promise and desire to share her feelings with the world, to become a famous singer. To be reunited with her crush in America. So nice right? Haiz...She's only 12 years old!!!!!! that's right 12 years old!!!!!!! There are more twists in this story wanna know what they are, watch the anime!!!
Signing Out
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/07/2006 12:24:00 PM





Ok today's quite a nice day but i just found out that for the chinese talent time (which i was forced into thanks to...) we'll have to sing CAO CAO!! I love the song and all it's just that i'm quite sure that we won't be able to pull it off cause after all JJ is a guy and he's voice is one of those that are impossible to imitate. So today we had some pratice on captains ball even though i threw and catched quite alot but still i sucked!! I keep hitting the ball out, for example someone threw the ball to the goal keeper but i actually hit the ball out!!!! Sorry team i let you down!!!! But despite all of that Claire still gave me a pack of hello panda for trying my best!!! ( she's so nice!)Oh and about chronological orders please note that whatever that you do now no matter how big or little it'll change what's going to happen in the future.... Yesterday was the best day ever, firstly, it was the last lesson of home econs for the year and secondly, there were two team that actually WANTED me in their groups, they actually fought (not really fight cause violence is never the answer)!! I feel not at all depressed for the entire day that's an amazing improvement!!! Oh and nowadays i've been watching and READING fruits basket. Yeah that's right READING!!! whooo at least comics don't suck out the life of people like books do so i'm quite ok with it. Things have been quite nice and i still can't believe that Mr Teo said Val was pretty it must have made her heart thump like a stampede...Well i better start shutting up before people get bored...
Signing out..
It doesn't matter if you look on the bright side or not...
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/04/2006 03:59:00 PM

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