Friday, September 22, 2006

Conjoined Twins

It's been too long since i last blogged because fo finals and all... Haiz Brace yourselves for another emotional post!! Ok, Today there was music and Mrs Goh talked aboutconjoined twins and how their lives were destined when they were born and how they led their lives with taunting and the humiliation by others and i feel that they are normal people like you and it really isn't their fault that they are born this way... Siamese twin are people and should have been treated like so...
Today was quite a nice day, i received my FIRST award medal thingie i dunno how to spell so yah and it's SO SHINY so much shinier than Yani's hahaha!!! Ok other than that my wood painting doorhanger thing got varnished! And its shiny too!!! HAHAHAHHA!!
When i came back home evrything was same old same old until in the night... My mum has been getting headaches quite alot today and i thought it was something minor but that is only what it looks like. Because the TV is located in her room so my bro and i usually stay in her room til the nine o'clock show ends. And tonight she wanted to camp in our room to get peace and quiet. It was all quite normal and then i went in to check on her for fun ( kinda weird i know but nvm...) and i found her crying. I went forward and she told me that she was very tired. I guess mother and daughter we think the same by crying we actually come to realise that no matter how much we cry the world will not stop turning for usnor will anyone take pity on our personal matters because there are bound to be people who are less fortunate than us. But life in the 21st century can really be a very tiring one, not physically but emotionally as well so no matter what happens we still have to continue maybe in the night we can try crying all these stresses out of us but it wouldn't work anyways. Right now in the midst of my preparation for the finals i'm feeling stressed (isn't everyone?) but this type of stress is considered nothing, some people can't even worry about how many A1s they are going to score, their main worry will be when is my next meal gonna be or how am i gonna be cured of this cancer... These thoughts fill my mind when i try to cry those worries away but really it doesn't help being too emotional doesn't help you'll just loose more fluids. In "Fake Images" I talked about me being a hypocrite and how i decive others with my every movement and word, but the fact that i had this pessimistic mentality is probably because we had different primary school and kindergarten lives. Others have quite happy families their dads are in singapore their mum make it for every dinner and their bros might quarrel but deep down they care but for me? Why do some people have to come out of this world differently? Why? Why do Chang and Yin have to been stoned every time they walk down a street? Why? Did we do something bed in our past lives? Are we being punished because we are going to do bad things in the future? What the future holds puzzle me, but i really long for that happiness that is in every family. Sometimes i only wish for one happy meal together outside chinese new year where everyone will be seated at the dinning table and eating their meals talking about the interesting things that happened during their day....
Signing Out,
Me
PS. Personal matter try not to make a big scene about it...

posted by andrea2134 @ 9/22/2006 09:21:00 PM



Thursday, September 07, 2006

Braces

Ok it was yesterday morning that i got these ugly things in my mouth that hurts whenever i move my jaw... Oh the pain... Ok i can't eat anything but porridge because of the hurting and i can barely close me jaw properly....Oh the pain.... Ok other than that chinese oral went quite well for me it ended with lao shi saying "hao hao bu cuo ma" the passage was junky but the conversation i thought was quite ok... I find the passage incredibly difficult and i feel dumb reading it like as if i have no IQ or something like that and i know i definitely have some even if it is like way low... Other than that nothing much happened just lazing around wanting to do work but when the asessment book is in my hand i change my mind... Oh the pain i hate the braces they make my teeth look even messier... Hope some miracle would happen and give me nice and straight teeth cause' i'll have to remove one of my wisdom teeth before 18 AHHHHH!!! oh and four other teeth as well. Somebody Help Me Please!Anyways going on maple now to chiong as well....
Signing Out,
me (oh the pain)

posted by andrea2134 @ 9/07/2006 10:26:00 AM



Friday, September 01, 2006

Fake Images

Haven't blog for a long time since now is the holidays yah here i am... Yesterday was Acers day cum teacher day celebrations cum be yourself day, we had fun but we didn't win anything though... We could have won if some people out there notice that we actually wanted to win the competition and bear with it like the rest of us are doing... I feel that this competition thing is a total waste of time and energy, it's already stressful enough that we have projects and school work that we have to be enthu about, now we have this darn thing as well?? And it's really very tiring for one person to carry the hopes of 38 people in the class. So why don't the pe department just leave acers day as a day where everyone does a similar routine? People may act a certain way in real life and actually think differently, these people are labelled as hypocrites and therefore cannot be trusted, i am one of them but i try to change even though i'm pretty sure i cannot be trusted still.... I miss KCP especially the building which is gonna be torn down. It like having your childhood memories torn down... Haiz.... i'm gonna miss SY cause i'm sure i'll get kicked out and probably land in SE or something like that....Haiz now already September liao so fast..... I miss the Malacca Trip it was when we were so bonded and did so many stuff together, had lots of laughs and T_T. At this rate at sec 4 i'll cry like siao liao.... Haiz it sucks being too emo people don't feel like you do (don't think dirty)... Oh and i think i'm falling in love with korean dramas cause i watch jin san shun and it's only the second episode i've watch and i've cried at least 4 times already. It's either i'm too emo or the show is very touching. Why do people in love have to meet up with so many setbacks and not be together like in fairy tales? Haiz Mr Ang says that life doesn't suck but what about from this point of view? Haix.... Gtg now my bro is running around screaming
Signing Out,
Me

posted by andrea2134 @ 9/01/2006 06:39:00 PM