Thursday, June 29, 2006

Looking Up!

These few days have been pretty good!! Everything is starting to look up except for my results but i've been pretty happy and high. I keep laughing and it's like a total miracle! Choir rocks even if i have to sing the A1 part and life has just been sweet so far. Knida enjoy reading the wind singer because it's not as "chim" as the books my friends lend me but sooner or later, i'll HAVE to read those kinda books. So nowadays have been hanging out with TMM alot and really gonna miss having grace and desiree to laugh with and play hangman with. Lucky miss Soh haven't change the seating yet but i have this awfully strong feeling that after expressing my joy throuhg either blog or something, bad luck usually happens, maybe the negativity in me hasn't worn off yet but strong feeling. have been rather close with both TMM and the Yani, Val and Jocelyn group as well but that's because of choir!! I still can't stop singing high school musical songs they're just so nice, i wish i can remember how vanessa anne hugens solo goes though it's so sad and emo and just so beautiful... Last question anybody cried during the show?? So sad right???? Haiz talking to myself better log out before I get high again...
Signing out (for the very first time)
A very happy me...

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/29/2006 08:32:00 PM



Monday, June 26, 2006

Where am I??

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL RAWKS!!!! and today is the first day of school and I was thinking that I would feel depressed and all because back to more problems and what not... But when the day started I just felt so happy and everything went my way. Until recess... For the whole day, i've been wanting to get close to my TMM group and somehow as I tried they drifted more apart... So during recess I was kinda hoping that I could communicate with them right? But then they decided to view their math project in the room of torture, so i decide ok i'll tag along with my group members you know so that later i won't need to look for them. But after they finished viewing their project, THEY LEFT..... WITHOUT ME!!! even when i told at least one of them to wait for me. So then I brought my depressing feelings back to class. Then Val said that she saw them wandering around the library, so i went back to look for them, thinking that it was my mistake to leave the library when they're still waiting for me there. It was already 11.09 and recess is almost up, so I ran up the stairs and looked for them but i couldn't find them on either storeys of the library, so i went down bringing a stronger set of depressing emotions down with me. When I arrived in class, i sat down at my seat and thought about the chinese talent time and asked the leaders about what are we to do.... Then when they returned to class, it's like as if nothing has happened!!! And i found out that they were at the canteen all this time when i was running up the stairs like some mad unfit idiot! So i was both pissed and depressed for the fact that they didn't wait for me.... Not only that but i have a feeling that someone is already replacing me in the group. So now my question to you readers, where am I? in TMM group or did they just invisibly kicked me out and replaced me??? I was so depressed i think i'm gonna fail HOME ECONS!!! please voice your opinion on my thinking and logic if it's utterly wrong/selfish/unlogical or unfeeling tag about it cause this post is just to express how pissed i am and this post is a kind of relieving stress. So don't be angry cause' of this post because i'm the one who's angry.... I barely talked to them so just answer this simple question for me ,am i still in???

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/26/2006 06:50:00 PM



Thursday, June 22, 2006

Singapore Idol

OMG!!! I already have 55 posts in all and Gayle Nerva and Meryl Joan Lee are not in the top 12 yet!!! AHH!!! they are so good, probably the better of their group. I don't really like Jasmine she sorta blended in with the other contestants and did not really stand out like Gayle did but surprisingly she got in!! Ok and Emilee got in??? how??? I thought Meryl was better. Maybe i have a very weird sense of music... But i really hope both Gayle and Meryl will get in easily...
Signing out and still singing,
Me!

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/22/2006 09:48:00 PM



Sunday, June 18, 2006

First Love

I decided to change my blog's song to one that left me speechless. Shi Shin Huey sang this during the superstar concert and said that it meant alot to her. It's very touching and even though i have no idea what the lyrics mean, i roughly have an idea. I was VERY surprised when she started singing. The song sang by her voice made her sound like an angel from above. The song is depressing and it's about love. So i hope you people like the song. I couldn't get the version with Shi Shin Huey's voice but the song itself is moving. There was an english version but it's incredibly low so i thought this version will be much much better...
Signing out,
Watashi...

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/18/2006 08:33:00 PM



Saturday, June 17, 2006

Linkies!

Ok today i was blog surfing again and i've noticed that most or actually all the blogs i go to either organise their links by either order of merit or in alphabetical order. SO i decided to do the same. I organised it into PRIMARY SCHOOL FRENZ and SECONDARY SCHOOL FRENZ for the convenience of my FRENZ... ok so now it's easier for you people to look for links...

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/17/2006 08:41:00 PM



Thursday, June 15, 2006

Simple In Virtue, Steadfast In Duty

Today was quite a boring day, so i decided to look through my mum's CD cabinet and I couldn't stop sneezing because of all the dust that was collected on them... Some of the CDs were so old that i couldn't play them and as for the rest let's say that i had a good time laughing cause' they were all quite lame songs from the 70s and 80s like "boogie shoes" and other songs with weird titles... I was exploring when i came upon this CD. It was the CD that compiled songs from my primary school's 70th anniversary concert. I was almost gonna be in it but i fell sick on that day and fainted in the theatre, so i knew the songs but didn't perform. I was only primary 2 then and I wasn't in the choir but they just looked for people who were willing to sing and taught us the songs. We sounded horribly out of tune, but in a weird way we sound kinda sweet and innocent, like we didn't know what we were doing and just giving it all we've got... I started tearing during one of the songs, remembering primary school times.... When i was in choir it was already my last year in KCP, it was tiring but after all of that, the tiredness just sorta faded away. Now we're not even allowed to go back to visit KCP without the principal's permission but KCP will forever be in our hearts. I miss KCP. i miss being scolded by my teachers there and I miss our uniform! Which has sleeves and a very uncomfortable belt. I miss the canteen how it was forever dirty and how we liked to stand in the canteen to eat our food. Now in Sec school if you stand you'll look weird cause' everyone else is sitting down. Life goes on so i guess i'll sign out now...

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/15/2006 08:10:00 PM



Sunday, June 11, 2006

New Pet!

Hi everyone i got a new pet!! it's a piggy isn't it adorable? I named it piggy because i was too lazy to think of a cuter name for this undeniably cute creature! If you click it alot of times it'll start rolling in the mud and become all dirty and you can spray it clean andyou can feed it too with the apple... It's so cute!!! Kawaii!!!!! Ok i've been watching 2 animes lately Detective Conan and Ayashi No Ceres and basically i wish that i can watch the full whole series of detective conan. He's so smart noe and the cases he meets up with are sooo difficult to solve. He should really go back to his original form so that Ran won't be worried about him though... Haiz haven't started on my homework yet... Hope to see SOME PEOPLE update their blog because coming online is so boring without KPOing a little...
Signing out
me

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/11/2006 01:09:00 PM



Saturday, June 10, 2006

Last Day

Yesterday was the very last day my dad was in Singapore and he left today at 4pm. Sometimes i really wonder if i got over it. But whenever he comes back to Singapore and i get used to his company here, I feel some sorta sadness, like as if now my father is barely a visitor to the family and that is SO not right. But hey when he goes after a few day i sorta get back to being used to not havong his company anymore. It's like not having a father but having one at the same time. it gets confusing when you think in that direction but it's kinda sorta partially true. Maybe it's because of that, that i'm so dependant on others for I really count on my friends for support. The support i need is not barely pillar support, it more like the kind of support you get in from a max-security vault or something like that. It something like, you know that they'll be there no matter what for you always, when you're singing on stage they'll be there, when you're commiting suicide they'll be there or when you're in a cinema watching a scary movie and you're so terrified they'll be there. But i guess this type of friends don't exist in this world so i guess i'll just stop dreaming and get back to reality...
Signing out,
Me

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/10/2006 06:09:00 PM



Friday, June 09, 2006

CIP at Pasir Ris Community Library

Ouch both my thighs hurts from all that bending in the children's section and the pain only came today! Owwww..... It was quite nice just the three of us at Pasir Ris library the librarians there were nice and friendly and all in all i think i did more stuff than the other two. Jing rong and Sammy was supposed to come but Sammy forgot that she had Japanese and Jing Rong just plain forgot i guessed cause' i wasn't able to contact her in any way be it handphone or home phone nothing!! Haiz... So then before we went to the library, Marylyn said that she wore sandals which we were not allowed to wear and so we had to take a bus back to my place to let her change into one of my mum's shoes. Basically my mum and I had roughly the same size, but her's in slightly bigger, so it doesn't realy matter whose she puts on. Oww... Now i can't sit properly or walk properly... We skipped our lunch just because of that and were soaking wet. I was wearing socks and my socks were wet the whole time i was doing CIP. So then when i got home and removed my socks, there was an unpleasant sting (not stink) in all of my ten toes. It hurt the whole night but i'm better now... Other than that, i had to work seperatly from the two of them and they seemed to have alot of fun together. I had to go around singing the alphabet. So at the children's section i had to kneel down, cause' the shelves were so short, and start singing ABCDEFG!! I felt like as if i was a Kindergarten kid! But after the first hour i didn't have to sing anymore cause' i roughly know. It been such a long time since i sang this song for no apparent reason. I was quite lonely outside that cozy room they were in and i was minding my own bussiness when this lady, who's like a clone of Mrs Kee, asked me if i were there to help. And i just smiled and replied yes. It was so scary.... OMG she was looking at the books i was about to shelve and as i approached and took some books she asked... Ok other than that as i was shelving the kids there somewhat seem to fear me. They shouldn't though it's not like i'm going to eat them up or anything... Ok so that about it, in concusion, the library is still the room of torture but the singing (ABCDEFG) calmed me down...
Signing Out,
Watashi!

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/09/2006 11:04:00 AM



Tuesday, June 06, 2006

New computer

Now that my dad's in Singapore he solved a big problem for us, the use of internet... So now i can use the ineternet at the same time as my bro without having to quarrel with him. But now i have another problem, all my dis pics, emoticons, photos, music and lyrics of songs are in the other comp... But at least now i can go online more often!! I hope some people will come online soon especially aishah i need to tell her about something urgent, aishah if you're reading this please msn me...

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/06/2006 07:54:00 PM



Monday, June 05, 2006

YAY!!!

YAY!!! I managed to figure out how to do the archives part of my blog and now it should officially function nicely if it doesn't please tell me, oh and today i went for X-men 3 with Kim Ng and Sherilyn and as usual being the more emotional one i'm the only one who cried... It was so sad that wolverine (the one with the cool claws) had to kill the one he loved, that will scar him for life and it's just so traumatic! I can't believe that he's still sane... Haix life's like that you'll never get your fairytale ending but some people do so wait patiently and see what fate has in store for you... For others who don't believe in fairytale endings then good for you, you're much stronger than most average people... So stop dreaming cause' for some people IT AIN'T GONNA HAPPEN. For those who had that break-up trauma, try not to forget it'll come back twice as hard, instead just keep in a small corner of your head and look at it sometimes and you'll soon realise that you've gotten much stronger and am able to handle it. That is what i learnt from fruits basket so GO WATCH!!!!!! Other than that i've had a great day today, noticed that people don't update their blogs anymore though... Haiz....
Signing Out
Watashi!

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/05/2006 09:07:00 PM

New Blogskin

Hi! I thought after 46 posts i oughta get a new skin and here it is!!! It's fruits basket!! But i have no idea how to link to archives so it's blank... Even though i will miss my piggies but hey fruits basket rocks too!!! This is my first skin change on my own that means with no help and totally experimetal so if anything goes wrong and you can't view something it's totally understandable cause' i'm new at this ok? Can you imagine 46 posts!!!WHAO!!!! Ok so my father came back to Singapore!!! But he'll be leaving next week saturday so i won't get to see him at least for a few more months... Got used to it so no biggies but wish he could stay in Singapore though he's a total computer wiz and i won't have to worry about comp being hang anymore... SO HOPE YOU PEOPLE LIKE MY NEW BLOGSKIN!!!!

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/05/2006 10:35:00 AM



Friday, June 02, 2006

Yay for today!

Oh today is Jing Rong's and Sing Yee's B'day. Happy Birthday to them!!! Today is a great day MUCH better than yesterday, firstly today we had the math carnival project meeting thing so i decide to wear something officy and i did i look great! Too bad only three people saw me and lucky for them too. I wore a skirt and it was really very uncomfortable cause' i LOVE my jeans but all in all there were alot of compliments!! It's a terrific day cause' for me math isn't much of chore more like what i like to do. I know it sounds very toot but i really do enjoy math... Some people call it maths but it wrong cause' math is short for mathematics right and so it's actually mathematics without the "ematics" see? And the math thing was totally fun with Val being very distracted and Eugenia being very focused until the last minute when we were running out of time. Our project rocks and it's like nothing you've ever seen. Yani has high goals she plans for us to be in top 5 but hey we'll strive for it! Eugenia's place is very nice and so is her mother who offered Jocelyn chicken rice for her lunch in place of her sour power. It was very nice as i was confusing them with my drama series outlines and all, and we had alot of fun. Oh and by the way Yani is the leader but she's not here and with a killer project like this she will have to do alot of other stuff to pay back all our hard work!!Mwahahahahaha... I still can't get chinese songs out of my head though and it's driving me crazy like yesterday when i was feeling EXTREMELY down, i couldn't stop singing "yi shi de mei hao" non-stop and now i think i'm having a sore throat. But despite that I kept on singing cause' singing is so much fun!!!!! Ok gtg now hope to have alot of such happy posts from today onwards!
Signing out,
ME!!!!!!

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/02/2006 08:37:00 PM



Thursday, June 01, 2006

Why?

Ok today is quite a pitiful day for me cause' i'm thinking about something really sad and i CAN do something about it but at the same time i CAN'T. This world is very unfair, we have friends and feelings but one wrong step and all of that can be lost... In fact some times you don't even have to make the wrong step and it just crumbles. You wonder if it was something you did, but actually even if you COULD reverse time you would have done the same things. So basically when you think about it there's not much you CAN do. Being stuck in such situations, the best thing to do is to just let fate take over. If it's your fate to leave a certain group, leave rather than sticking to them like some parasite, but sometimes it's easier said than done. Feelings, that's what holding one back, never able to forget, never able to let fate take over that easily, never able to let history repeat itself and never able to face the fact that somethings are meant to be... I've been singing reflection quite alot nowadays unlocking that past that should be erased from my memories but now seeing how my life is, i think the same thing is about to happen only at a much more painful and bigger scale. Friendship is something to be treasured and i'm really saying this from the bottom of my heart, if you have a friend treasure him/her cause' you never know what fate might take you through in the future. Ok this is one of my most sentimental posts so i'm keeping some of the details to myself...
Signing out,
me

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/01/2006 07:06:00 PM