Monday, March 27, 2006

你哭着对我说...(ni ku zhe dui wo shuo)

Ok i've decided to put this new game thing into my blog but i doubt anyone one will support it though.... Since i'm very lazy and hate to think of new titles for my posts i've decided to use it like a question.. So example today's title is a line from a quite popular song and so you can post in your answers via the tag board... Fun but quite lame that's because i'm bored and need to entertain myself with something.... Send in your answers today's song line is very easy and you can't possibly get it wrong. Some weeks will be chinese song some weeks will be english, for those who cannot view chinese word on their comp i've typed out th han yu pin yin for you....
About today....
It turned out quite nicely as I got to spend time with my TMM group but it was quite disappointing as well considering how much time I WILL be having with them due to choir pracs but hey it's all worth it cause' i'll be performing at VCH soon and everything will be worth the dancing and sweating our souls out.... I feel like i'm a part of an island drifting apart when i'm with my TMM group but I think i'll be able to catch up after the concert and we will be more united than before!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! But meanwhile feeling depressed thinking a little too much and unnecessarily.... Oh and I just found a score I was searching for ages for and nobody appreciates it as much as me....... so sad.......
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!
Signing out...

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/27/2006 06:37:00 PM



Saturday, March 25, 2006

Life

Me again, after the March Hols I noticed one thing, everyone has a life. Where does that put me? I am nowhere.... I really got to get a life... If others can survive then so can I, why not? That's all I hav to say i'll keep this post short and ......well short.....
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!
Signing Out (with some hidden feelings)

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/25/2006 07:51:00 PM



Monday, March 20, 2006

Today

Ok I know now most of my posts cause' you people headaches but i can't stop blabbing about how sad or happy i am... So this is a post i wrote after recess, WARNING it's quite depressing: What is it like to belong? To be an equal? To take pride in your group? To be liked by your friends who are in worlds of their own? To be able to be a part of their world? Well I wouldn't know for I always feel neglected for no reason. I remember the days when I used to be ever so cheery (that i freak myself out) and happy as if an endless supply of energy runs within me. If you want my opinion, I think i'm like this charcter in the nine o'clock show on channel U. I know the reason for this sorta 'seperation' thing but they don't seem to understand. It's like i'm an unreadable text or one that's written in invisible ink.... I hate myself and still do....

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/20/2006 05:28:00 PM

Yesterday Once More

Today alot of things happened but first let me type about yesterday cause' i didn't have the chance to due to me bro playing Gunz all day... So yesterday morning was quite rushy cause' i had to set off at 1pm if i were to reach Ang Mo Kio MRT station at 2pm. So i woke up at 9am, cause' I had a lack of sleep during the hols, so after trying to rush through the remainder of my homework i dressed up and went to Ang Mo Kio MRT station and from there to Marylyn's place!!!!!! I was soo excited!!!! Ok so i was in the MRT train when i saw this guy, he was talking in another language it sounded like Philipino and yet like Korean but anyways I was wandering how would Ben look like... I was reading my science notes on the train and listening to that guy, even though i have not a clue what he's talking about. He sounded deep like how Marylyn described Ben would be and he's tall like how Wen Fei described him and he looked kinda sporty.... If not for the picture Wen Fei had in her chinese book i would have imagine him to be like that... So then i was reading my book and observing him from my seat and then suddenly two little Korean girls came hurrying to him and pushed him slightly... I slowly found out that they were his sisters... I continued reading and then at orchard they alighted the train and then the train stopped for an unusually long period of time. I looked at my watch and it was already 2pm!! OMG i was going to be late... Ok so much to say for an MRT ride... ok now for the arrival at Marylyn's place!!! When i was walking towards Marylyn's seven-seater, there was this question in my head... What is Joyce, my primary school friend, gonna think of my other friends? But hey it turned out fine until they wanted to play this word game 'Boggle' and I HATE english so they forced me to play and guess what I won all the rounds except for one.... Told them i shouldn't play... After that we chatted a little had dinner and went home.... It was a tiring and VERY fun day.... Anywayz....
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!
Signing out....

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/20/2006 04:46:00 PM



Saturday, March 18, 2006

What Happened Yesterday & The Day Before

Ok today is Saturday the 18th of March, the day before which was 16th of March it was my bro's b'day and thank goodness we have a camp for choir and won't be back home until 17th of March! During the camp, we had a lot of bonding and i think i'm gonna cry at the end of the year for the sec 4s but hey life goes on... Oh and we sang the ghost song in the dark and people were creeped out but the song isn't that freaky right? and then a sec 4 and two sec 3s tried to spook us out when the sec 1s were trying to get ready for their item by telling us ghost stories and hoping that we will freak out but it didn't work cause' we shooed them away. Ok then at night at about 10pm we were watching ABBA, Beatles, The Supremes and previous years performances and they looked sooo funny when they were younger.... We had kuay teow for lunch and Macdonald's for dinner and pizza which was for both dinner and lunch... But on friday morning we had hard and cold bread which wasn't really appetizing. There were temporary showers installed in the toilets on the second and third floor and I think i was the only one who brought long sleeve and long pants... so sad. Ok so during the night we were split into eight groups and we were to give ourselves a name, so we called ourselves banana 1 and the other group called themselves banana 2. Then the B2 group keep shouting " Are you thinking what i'm thinking B1?" and we'll forever be unable to reply them. But it'll be quite hilarious if we did... So after the spliting we were made to do an item that dramatises a song... So we decided to do 'Dancing Queen' cause' the song itself is so groovy and it'll be easy for us. Both the altos in the group, Jia Hui and I, had sore throat so it sounded quite plain but all in all i thought that our performance rocked, we ridiculed ourselves and it was quite worth it... Even though we didn't win but we bonded and now i'm much closer to the choir than with my TMM group. So sad.... If only..... Haix... Anywayz on Friday 17th March i came back home all lethargic and all, cause' we slept at 1.30am and woke up at about 7am, and slept all the way from 10am til 1.30pm and then at 1.30pm i had my lunch and set off for bugis MRT station where i met Joyce and all my other primary school friends. They all changed alot. They all think sec school's more fun but i still think primary school is better... Haix..... If only......After all of that here i am after a proper good night's sleep.... it was all in all fun, enjoyable and the best thing is that we bonded.... And now I have to START on my homework so...
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!
Here's me signing out....

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/18/2006 12:14:00 PM



Tuesday, March 14, 2006

What happened today

Well it all started out as a terrible day because firstly i couldn't sleep previous night due to me thinking about some issues that i HAVE to correct or something like that... Then i woke up at 7 cause' i got choir prac and i thought it would be fun until... Ok firstly, they told us that choir prac would start at 9am, but they changed it without telling the sec 1s, but being the early bird i am it wasn't a prob for me... It wasn't that bad, now all of you readers would probably think that choir practice was just standing up straight looking at the audience and just plain singing right?? Well that was what i thought but it turned out like boot camp we had to do jumping jacks, push-ups and some else which name escapes me but that one was the worst man my neck was aching and i think something broke. I didn't have enough sleep and i had to deal with this...OMG....Ok then it was all normal normal until lunch break when all the sec 1s have to take their measurements for their outfits. We were each given a sheet of paper and some codes and we were supposed to write down our codes on the sheet of paper. On the sheet of paper there were blanks for the tailor to fill and there was this part that caught my eye, the word is "bust". It's normal but i couldn't stop laughing and the people around me thought i was mad or something. When we were at the tailor the actually used the measuring tape to measure our ummm.... and yah. So then plus choreog it was just plain tiring in fact tiring does not even start describing how i was....Anywayz
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!
Signing out tiredly

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/14/2006 08:23:00 PM



Monday, March 13, 2006

TV!!

Ok as most people (all of my close friends) probably know that i am a total tv freak and I love watching tv programs. It's like a hobby to me that i can do at home on my couch while doing homework or eating... And i was watching a tv prog at 7pm today and there's this scene that kept me thinking...Ok most people would know that i'm quite the person who loves a good romantic story and the scene goes like this... Male lead would be busy doing something and then suddenly but slowly he would lift up his head and then in front of him will of course be the female lead... Then after that there will be this feeling inside him that screams "Dude you digg this girl" or somthing like that... This is the scene that most directors would probably use in love stories and why not, hey it's a very good scene but it gets old sometimes. The good thing is that it gives the audience this 'put yourself in the male lead's place' feeling, the bad thing is that well it gets OLD. Oh and I am sooooo excited about choir practice tomorrow even though I know it's such a drag having choir practices during the holidays... AH!!!!! I can't wait! Anywayz i wonder if my priamry school friends still visit my blog?? Very comforting to know that most of my secondary school friends actually visit my blog...Anywayz
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!
Signing out to watch tv prog.s (hahaha)

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/13/2006 08:21:00 PM



Saturday, March 11, 2006

Spooky

Yesterday was the last day of school...So sad. I'm gonna miss sitting next to Val and attacking her with my sarcastic ways (haha) But the more important thing was that the day ended in a horrendously creepy way... Firstly, yesterday Teotatoe got all crazy and sent us to the library aka the room of torture... It was scary every corner you turn were rows and rows of torture devices they call 'Books'. These 'Books' suck out the life in people making them quiet and serious-looking and then brain wash them with the feeling of fun...(False facts but true to me) I'm those type of dumb people who don't get things only reading it once so yah torture devices... Secondly, during choir they told us the change in the plot of the story for the musical and it was soooooo scary i totally freaked out OMG!! Oh and i can't tell you people about cause it will spoil everything and yah basically it send thrills down your spines so MUST and i repeat you MUST come to VCH (victoria concert hall) to watch us cause the choir girls have put in their heart and soul into this performance and it might seem very nice on stage but the fact is that we practised night and day for this show (well at least i do) and it will probably be the highlight of the year for me... Thirdly, I was watching TV progs (as usual) at 9pm and the show totally freaked me out it was sooo spooky OMG... Oh did i mention the fact that during recess everyone in my TMM group were reading and therefore proving my point that those 'Books' suck out their liveliness...
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!
Signing out (With Fear)

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/11/2006 12:02:00 PM



Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Second Choir Practice With Choreography

Ok i've noticed that i've been talking about choir alot, i've already put up 3 posts on it but hey CHOIR RAWKS!!!! Especially with choreography, even though i can't get anything right but still I had alot of fun... Next year audition for choir it rawks trust me you will not regret as though as you have at least 100% to give to it... Today we had our second choir practice with choreography and more moves were put in, the moves are creepy and quite fun but also VERY confusing... I just can't wait for the next choir prac. It was the choreographer's birthday today and we sang him a birthday song (big deal). Ok now i sound like some freak, so let's change the subject... So other than choir today i felt quite happy, dunno why but everything just seemed so much brighter today. But they decided not to sing 'Let It Be' for the concert and that is soooo sad cause' it's such a nice song....sob. Anywayz......
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!
Signing out...

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/07/2006 08:19:00 PM



Monday, March 06, 2006

Groups

What does is really mean to be in a group... Is it only something like a name to give you a sense of belonging?? Is it something where you can boast to your other friends about??? Or is it really some circle where we are not afraid to put your feelings in speech and in actions and where people are not afraid to reveal their secrets and talk like a somebody and not like a no one... I've been thinking lately, looking sad and depressed and all but what truly matters is that i've noticed that i'm misunderstood.It turned out bad today, I don't know why but there's this bad feeling i get and when i try to improve it it actually becomes some sort of thing that makes me think alot... I know this doesn't make much sense but i'm a loner no one really truly understands me they understand those type of free spirits those type that aren't afraid to show themselves to the world (don't think dirty!) but i'm not those type of people.... I hide most of my feelings, i'm sensitive, I can be petty and i'm sort of a hypocrite at times. But hey you can't blame me for it, i'm born this way... Friends mean really alot to me and i lost them once, maybe this is quite a blow on me that's why i've been gothy lately but it isn't my fault basically...I'm the emotional type who will cry when i see seperation... Not a lot of people noe that....Ok now this post is starting to sound like a compo i better start telling you people about my day it's been quite a nice day except for that bad feeling i've been getting all day.. and the personal topics that my TMM group has been talking about...Oh and today this bug came into our class with this other bug on it's back and they looked like they were mating (ewwwww....). it's natural I know but it get gross cause the bug at the bottom was moving all over the place WHILE mating... quite creepy.. Other than that if you wanna know more about what happened in Malacca gimme a ring cause' nobody talks to me lately (sob...cry.....) Anywayz.....
Signing out (Still Thinking)
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/06/2006 05:09:00 PM



Saturday, March 04, 2006

Malacca Trip: A Terrifying Story (To me)

Hi the following is a post i wrote one the 1st of March on the malacca trip it quite depressing so don't read if you don't wanna:
Today it started out as a very bad day because my maid woke me up at 4am instead of 5am. Then when I went to school my friends saw me cry for very first time because Aishah ( a very dear friend of mine) was gonna migrate on thursday and i won't be able to send her off!!! I am gonna miss her dearly...Ok on the bus needless to say Marylyn and Wen Fei were sitting together and chatting so happily (nothing wrong) and of course Jennifer, Samantha and Lin Chuch were sitting together with me sitting next to Lin Chuch. But the I kept talking about choir adn she was listening to her MP3 so no communication (so sad)... But the I stared at other people, smiling and laughing so happily well I guessed I got JEALOUS!!!!! After clearing the Singapore customs Samantha got held up and I was soo worried..... But then all's well that ends well!! We got nice bandanas too!!! And then we had a long tiring ride with the tour guide yapping on and on about palms and what's in Malacca, but we can't blame her, she's supposed to do that. All in all I felt quite lucky until.... We checked in at the hotel and my room's on a different level from the others!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We departed for our dinner and this is where the nightmare begun.... Firstly most of the food They served was spicy and I couldn't stomach them. Secondly, the chairs, plates and cups were dirty and so we had to clean them. Thirdly, we got scolded for screaming when I didn't even scream! There was a cat under the table in front of my legs but I didn't care (or scream), the others though were screaming their lungs out, causing the teacher to scold us.... But it isn't our fault for being scared of cats right??? When we arrived at the hotel we were rushing cause' we wanted to visit each other badly, but due to the rush we left our keycard in our room and we were locked out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was in hysteria, I panicked and hyper-ventilated and Yani tried means and ways to help us (she's sooooo nice) In the end lucky for us, someone broke something and the so called "maids" of the hotel had to come up with keycards to every room!!! they were kind enough to help us in.... After all that I went to Lin Chuch's room for our "meeting" and we took ALOT of photos!! But we didn't get to play truth or dare... All in all I had a terrible day, hope that tomorrow will be a better day...
And that's all it's depressing but very fun so here's me signing out...
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/04/2006 07:00:00 PM



Friday, March 03, 2006

I'm Back!!!!!

Just came back from Malacca not long ago and i'm so dog-tired. Man it was depressing at time and yet it was so enjoyable... My roomie is sooo nice and we couldn't stop visiting each other during the night.... OMG the trip was sooooo nice and i didn't know that my friends actually bothered about how i felt unless i drilled it in to them... My primary school friends don't even bother cause' they have lives of their own so can't complain... I whined alot during the trip though but hey whining is fun for me that is but not for my TMM group (hahaha). Anywayz the trip rawked except for the pessimism that was in me and all but hey i brought it on myself so can't blam anyone again....In my next post i'm gonna put my relfctions i wrote during the night in so be prepared to read or don't bother at all me no importante anywayz...
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!
Signing Out (Very tiredly)

posted by andrea2134 @ 3/03/2006 07:56:00 PM