Friday, February 09, 2007

Useless

Hello! Thanks for tagging i know my blog's dead, now me trying to revive it...
Ok today's a very tough day, i had choir SYF audis and swimming test. So after school, i had to run for auditions and be the FIRST one to audition!!! It was so scary, we had to stand in front of the three teachers and a piano and then we had to sing in front of them, in a corner, ALONE... it was super scary and i think i heard that people started crying.
Some of my friend's auditions didn't go very well and they were very sad about it, now i know how people feel when they can't help me when i'm SUPER depressed. I felt kinda useless and I really wish i could do something but there was absolutely nothing i could do! But then i really worry about getting in or not though, even though i don't show it but really, no one can stay calm in this kind of situations. And when i get super hyper, i lose control of my emotions... This morning i was so nervous that even my partner seemed more optimistic than me... Haiz... i really hope that i get in, or i'd totally feel like a loser.
Swimming test wasn't that bad...
OH! I'M TURNING 14 THIS SUNDAY!!!YAY!!!!
Ok that's about it, oh and since this is the first post i have this year, i'd just like to say that though i didn't go to 2SY this year, i'm really happy. Cause' CO rocks!!!! WHOO!!!! I hope we wim the chinese new year deco thing... My classmates are always high but that didn't really bother me though. Except for the fact that, they bully Mr Lau, cause' his new and what if he go and tell the discipline mistress how? Haiz... nvm all in all 2CO ROCKS!!!
GO 2CO!!! WHOO!!!!

Signing out...
ME

posted by andrea2134 @ 2/09/2007 08:06:00 PM