Monday, May 28, 2007
Monotony
Haiz.. I just noticed why i used to blog. Probably it's because i read other people's blog and wanna kinda express my views, opinions or perhaps i just want people to know how much of a failure i am. i'm directing my negativity into this blog.
I've recently read a few blogs, well actually two blogs and i already have very negative thoughts. Firstly, i asked myself, how come other people can write so much and have such interesting lives and yet if my life were to be a movie, ratings would probably be -100000/5. This is EXACTLY what i do EVERYDAY: go to school, stone, come back eat, rush homework, watch anime, sleep. OTHER then these i only have tennis and piano period. In fact, the most "interesting"thing i do everyday is listen to other people talk, i know i'm too quiet, but then i really don't wanna cut into other people talking, i might appear too rude.
Secondly, friends, can someone give me a definition? I'm quite sure my close friends are not as close as i think they are. During choir you see people talking together me? i sit next to two sec 4s who talk to each other. about books, about sec4 people about 'O's. It's dang frustrating, i TRY to cut but to no avail. sometimes i get to sit next to shimin then we can talk to each other, but because of tone-colour i get to sit to 2 sec4s is my voice really that low???it's surprising how i could manage soprano 1 in primary school.
Enough of my negativity,hope you people have interesting and fulfilling lives!
Signing out,
watashi
posted by andrea2134 @ 5/28/2007 08:02:00 PM
