Friday, September 22, 2006
Conjoined Twins
It's been too long since i last blogged because fo finals and all... Haiz Brace yourselves for another emotional post!! Ok, Today there was music and Mrs Goh talked aboutconjoined twins and how their lives were destined when they were born and how they led their lives with taunting and the humiliation by others and i feel that they are normal people like you and it really isn't their fault that they are born this way... Siamese twin are people and should have been treated like so...
Today was quite a nice day, i received my FIRST award medal thingie i dunno how to spell so yah and it's SO SHINY so much shinier than Yani's hahaha!!! Ok other than that my wood painting doorhanger thing got varnished! And its shiny too!!! HAHAHAHHA!!
When i came back home evrything was same old same old until in the night... My mum has been getting headaches quite alot today and i thought it was something minor but that is only what it looks like. Because the TV is located in her room so my bro and i usually stay in her room til the nine o'clock show ends. And tonight she wanted to camp in our room to get peace and quiet. It was all quite normal and then i went in to check on her for fun ( kinda weird i know but nvm...) and i found her crying. I went forward and she told me that she was very tired. I guess mother and daughter we think the same by crying we actually come to realise that no matter how much we cry the world will not stop turning for usnor will anyone take pity on our personal matters because there are bound to be people who are less fortunate than us. But life in the 21st century can really be a very tiring one, not physically but emotionally as well so no matter what happens we still have to continue maybe in the night we can try crying all these stresses out of us but it wouldn't work anyways. Right now in the midst of my preparation for the finals i'm feeling stressed (isn't everyone?) but this type of stress is considered nothing, some people can't even worry about how many A1s they are going to score, their main worry will be when is my next meal gonna be or how am i gonna be cured of this cancer... These thoughts fill my mind when i try to cry those worries away but really it doesn't help being too emotional doesn't help you'll just loose more fluids. In "Fake Images" I talked about me being a hypocrite and how i decive others with my every movement and word, but the fact that i had this pessimistic mentality is probably because we had different primary school and kindergarten lives. Others have quite happy families their dads are in singapore their mum make it for every dinner and their bros might quarrel but deep down they care but for me? Why do some people have to come out of this world differently? Why? Why do Chang and Yin have to been stoned every time they walk down a street? Why? Did we do something bed in our past lives? Are we being punished because we are going to do bad things in the future? What the future holds puzzle me, but i really long for that happiness that is in every family. Sometimes i only wish for one happy meal together outside chinese new year where everyone will be seated at the dinning table and eating their meals talking about the interesting things that happened during their day....
Signing Out,
Me
PS. Personal matter try not to make a big scene about it...
posted by andrea2134 @ 9/22/2006 09:21:00 PM
