Monday, June 26, 2006

Where am I??

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL RAWKS!!!! and today is the first day of school and I was thinking that I would feel depressed and all because back to more problems and what not... But when the day started I just felt so happy and everything went my way. Until recess... For the whole day, i've been wanting to get close to my TMM group and somehow as I tried they drifted more apart... So during recess I was kinda hoping that I could communicate with them right? But then they decided to view their math project in the room of torture, so i decide ok i'll tag along with my group members you know so that later i won't need to look for them. But after they finished viewing their project, THEY LEFT..... WITHOUT ME!!! even when i told at least one of them to wait for me. So then I brought my depressing feelings back to class. Then Val said that she saw them wandering around the library, so i went back to look for them, thinking that it was my mistake to leave the library when they're still waiting for me there. It was already 11.09 and recess is almost up, so I ran up the stairs and looked for them but i couldn't find them on either storeys of the library, so i went down bringing a stronger set of depressing emotions down with me. When I arrived in class, i sat down at my seat and thought about the chinese talent time and asked the leaders about what are we to do.... Then when they returned to class, it's like as if nothing has happened!!! And i found out that they were at the canteen all this time when i was running up the stairs like some mad unfit idiot! So i was both pissed and depressed for the fact that they didn't wait for me.... Not only that but i have a feeling that someone is already replacing me in the group. So now my question to you readers, where am I? in TMM group or did they just invisibly kicked me out and replaced me??? I was so depressed i think i'm gonna fail HOME ECONS!!! please voice your opinion on my thinking and logic if it's utterly wrong/selfish/unlogical or unfeeling tag about it cause this post is just to express how pissed i am and this post is a kind of relieving stress. So don't be angry cause' of this post because i'm the one who's angry.... I barely talked to them so just answer this simple question for me ,am i still in???

posted by andrea2134 @ 6/26/2006 06:50:00 PM