Saturday, June 10, 2006
Last Day
Yesterday was the very last day my dad was in Singapore and he left today at 4pm. Sometimes i really wonder if i got over it. But whenever he comes back to Singapore and i get used to his company here, I feel some sorta sadness, like as if now my father is barely a visitor to the family and that is SO not right. But hey when he goes after a few day i sorta get back to being used to not havong his company anymore. It's like not having a father but having one at the same time. it gets confusing when you think in that direction but it's kinda sorta partially true. Maybe it's because of that, that i'm so dependant on others for I really count on my friends for support. The support i need is not barely pillar support, it more like the kind of support you get in from a max-security vault or something like that. It something like, you know that they'll be there no matter what for you always, when you're singing on stage they'll be there, when you're commiting suicide they'll be there or when you're in a cinema watching a scary movie and you're so terrified they'll be there. But i guess this type of friends don't exist in this world so i guess i'll just stop dreaming and get back to reality...
Signing out,
Me
posted by andrea2134 @ 6/10/2006 06:09:00 PM
