Monday, March 06, 2006
Groups
What does is really mean to be in a group... Is it only something like a name to give you a sense of belonging?? Is it something where you can boast to your other friends about??? Or is it really some circle where we are not afraid to put your feelings in speech and in actions and where people are not afraid to reveal their secrets and talk like a somebody and not like a no one... I've been thinking lately, looking sad and depressed and all but what truly matters is that i've noticed that i'm misunderstood.It turned out bad today, I don't know why but there's this bad feeling i get and when i try to improve it it actually becomes some sort of thing that makes me think alot... I know this doesn't make much sense but i'm a loner no one really truly understands me they understand those type of free spirits those type that aren't afraid to show themselves to the world (don't think dirty!) but i'm not those type of people.... I hide most of my feelings, i'm sensitive, I can be petty and i'm sort of a hypocrite at times. But hey you can't blame me for it, i'm born this way... Friends mean really alot to me and i lost them once, maybe this is quite a blow on me that's why i've been gothy lately but it isn't my fault basically...I'm the emotional type who will cry when i see seperation... Not a lot of people noe that....Ok now this post is starting to sound like a compo i better start telling you people about my day it's been quite a nice day except for that bad feeling i've been getting all day.. and the personal topics that my TMM group has been talking about...Oh and today this bug came into our class with this other bug on it's back and they looked like they were mating (ewwwww....). it's natural I know but it get gross cause the bug at the bottom was moving all over the place WHILE mating... quite creepy.. Other than that if you wanna know more about what happened in Malacca gimme a ring cause' nobody talks to me lately (sob...cry.....) Anywayz.....
Signing out (Still Thinking)
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life!
posted by andrea2134 @ 3/06/2006 05:09:00 PM